pretending to be vs being

Finally, i can find the right time to write again. I feel like a walking zombie, caused by lack of sleep and too much caffeine :D

So much things going on lately. Life wasnt easy at all, and many times i felt tired of going back and forth. but Hey, afterall life is a process, and it isnt for nothing anyway :)

This time, i wanna write something that has been on my mind lately. And my conclusion is we're all actors and actresses on our own stage.

We're all (at least most of us) are so good at pretending, from pretending to be ok, pretending to be happy, pretending to be smarter than we actually are (lol!), pretending to be something we are not, etc.

And that's why sometimes when something happened, many people said "How poor, I have no idea how miserable she/he is, he/she seemed to live a perfect life."

My point is, im not trying to say, "Don't hide anything", because i know we do have our guilty secrets and it's not as easy as it looks to be able to share it to others.

But consider this, God knows the secrets of our heart. It's awesome, isnt it? and i couldnt ask for more.

When we come to God in humility, we realize that we don't need to pretend or become helpless before God. We just need to realize how helpless we actually are.